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1.
Strikings 02:40
I don't miss what I never had, knock my teeth in with a baseball bat I don't want to miss a thing I don't miss what I never had, faces locked behind the photographs
2.
Ahhhhhhhhhhh Your jokes aren’t funny Your stupid nose is running Better go catch it! Hey!! I found out this morning Warnings are boring Adventures in my backyard! chorus Fuuuuuuuuuck It’s waaaaaaaarm outsiiiiiiide Don’t melt my ice creammmm Like my priiiiiiiiide Don’t let it fall on the ground! Ahhhhhhhhhhh Don’t tell me you’re crazy My memories of you are hazy Back in middle school! I probably won’t see you again But part of me still thinks of back then Back when I was uglier Than I am now
3.
You looked so good from outside From my safe place to hide You turned into a monster! I, I was sick of ordinary folks you see I was sick of ordinary folks like me I was dumb! I was young! That day, I learned something so true Even normal people look like you When they’re scared! When our skin is bare! Time seemed like a vision People came and went like ghosts. Walking through the walls I’d put up, Around me, to protect me. Whenever they come near, I just feel more alone!
4.
Hey, did you ever think that life’s around the bend No graduation, in the end Hey, did you ever think you’d lose the ones you care about You used to snore in your sleep, in your bed you used to shout, I’m happy here In my own bed With all my friends, The ones I hate, the ones that drive Mercedes Benz The ones I love, and the ones didn’t think to find The ones I slept with, and then I left them all behind! Dude, I’ll never find a girl like that again Now I’m stuck watching her go out with all my friends Oh, will I ever not get bored with what’s around me I don’t really think so, you see I have mixed feelings In case you couldn’t tell I love my little living hell The one I cherished, the tree that I learned how to fell I don’t think I’m leaving just yet Give it a year or two and I’ll bet I won’t feel sorry I won’t feel anything at all
5.
Samaria 03:02
Don’t prolong your agony Bandage up your nose already Take your rage, and put it to some use Build up a pile of leaves Ready to become a hurricane among the huts And I will go I will go I will stand among your wreckage I will go I will go Unless I stay Get ready to move again Say bye to your friends again They only liked you for your jokes So take your backpack and your songs They’re all you’ve got when you’re spiritually broke So I will stay I will stay I will stand among your wreckage I will stay I will stay With you lying in the roadside I will wish I had done A little more to win your trust So I will stay I will stay
6.
Open up gentle sky There’s no witnesses around tonight Embers feel right Wash away the year outside I am a stone in your way If I had legs I’d move myself away Every time they speak I feel like such a failure in their sight! They’re waiting for a miracle But thinking it’s the sunrise after night! You must be just out of sight But I’m tired of turning corners left and right Let me be the first To mean everything to you But sometimes everything feels wrong When I open your door And if you call my name Will I feel calm?
7.
John Doe 04:09
Torn asunder Brutal waves of hope Dissolve as soon as they Hit the ground I hope I made, a dent in you I hope you paused, if only for a second glance I am not a shade! I am not ephemeral! New faces abound Disappear as I reach out to them Laugh as I fall through Laugh as you move just out of reach of me. Faces strewn across my floor Names that make no sense anymore! I’ve been a ghost since I was five, No one told me I had died.
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9.
What did you do to deserve these words? How did your name become everything I heard That day? I haven’t looked back since the moment you said sorry to me. I still have a lot of uncertainties about how I’m perceived. I just wish that you’d see me the way I see you Just as tall and just as old. You all looked so cool, I thought that you would like me. I thought I could fit into your jeans. I don’t have much more to say; just I’m sick of always Being second best. I guess I’ll stop being so vague; I want this paranoia off my chest. How do you want me to act? Like I don’t care at all. What do you want from me now? Pass the bowl around! My eyes are open wide! My legs are caught in moving tides!

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Written from June 2012 to January 2013. Recorded on and off April-August 2013. Thanks to Chris Teti for putting up with our shit (and producing), Colin Kupson and Dan Manning for listening to every update on the condition of this album, and our parents for driving us everywhere when we couldn't drive.

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released October 23, 2013

Caleb Thomas - Drums
Andres Gonzalez - Guitar/Bass/Vocals/
Colin Kupson - Backup vocals on track #1
Christopher Teti - Production
Dan Coutant - Mastering
Kai Lumbang - Artwork/logo design
Julia Starzef - Lyrics for track #1

Recorded at Silver Bullet Studios
Mastered at Sun Room Audio

All songs written & performed by The Active Ingredients

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two-piece emo/punk from Hamden, CT.
"Aim towards the face"

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