What did you do to deserve these words?
How did your name become everything I heard
I haven’t looked back since the moment you said sorry to me.
I still have a lot of uncertainties about how I’m perceived.
I just wish that you’d see me the way I see you
Just as tall and just as old.
You all looked so cool, I thought that you would like me.
I thought I could fit into your jeans.
I don’t have much more to say; just I’m sick of always
Being second best.
I guess I’ll stop being so vague; I want this paranoia off my chest.
How do you want me to act? Like I don’t care at all.
What do you want from me now? Pass the bowl around!
My eyes are open wide! My legs are caught in moving tides!